Thursday, July 29, 2004

What a Difference a Year Makes...

Last year at this time my summer as I knew it ended...This year I feel like it is just beginning.  I'm excited for the next month cause I'm booked up with things going on which is a refreshing change.  The stress and frustration still lingers.  Still I'm plagued by small decisions between money and happiness.  I look at my debt and then look at grad schools and hate that I've done this to myself.  It seems that so many people are out doin' amazing things living my fantasy...I see so many amazing things in my future and am excited to start this school year...But I'm tired of waiting for it to happen.  They keep sayin' "it will", "you will," but when?  How much longer do I have to wait???  And why do I feel like I have to wait???  Why do I keep picking my wounds???

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