Well Now That I'm On the Map...

This blogging stuff is addictive! (an addiction that is not fatal...already I'm proving myself wrong!)

I think therefore I am. I post therefore I exist. Well, no, you read my posts therefore I exist. I'm reading Sartre's Nausea and it's messing with my head. Literature will do that to ya. But damn it I exist. I exist. I exist. I do exist. I do exist...I do...I...do...do I...do I exist?

I've been pondering recently the old conundrum about the tree falling in the woods and in my present state of loneliness and near total solitude I wonder...if a Cin should fall and no one sees it, does it happen at all????

I'm a blogging virgin...be gentle!

My first post and I'm feeling short for words (yes, for me this is rare). I'm an English Major and I don't know what to write...I'll be kissin' grad school goodbye if this continues. Do ya ever feel like ya read so much of what others have to say that you don't know what you think about things? Or that you don't know how to write about yourself after writing about others for so long? Well no more. This is about me...ME ME ME...and more ME.

Today was a day of firsts. First blog. First time going to a tanning salon. So fun though...went with my Caribbean Girlie...it was FaNtAsTiC (said with Barbadian accent). We may be going back soon!!! This could become a new addiction...a fatal addiction. ha ha. All the good addictions are fatal.

Goals for the summer: find a fuckin' job or at least feel ok about just doing my volunteer stuff
-learn to play all of Fleetwood Mac's Landslide on my shitty lil guitar...and Classical Gas (the Eric Clapton version) to make my mom happy
-correction to above: be able to play ANY song all the way through...oh, and make that using a pick
-Run at least 3x/week
-LAUGH
-love my silly lil life again

bye for now