Tuesday, July 20, 2004

One more month...

...and then I can get the hell outta here.  I'm so stir-crazy right now.  I've been stagnant here for too long.  It's time to find some adventure.  I was so close to jumping on a plane and going somewhere but I keep forgetting that I don't have a passport...so I gotta get on that. 
 
This summer from Hades is draggin' me down.  I've realized that people I thought were my friends are really just distant acquaintances who don't care to keep in touch.  Whatever.  I can't wait to finish my Undergrad so I can pack up and move and start again somewhere.  I'm haunted by my past here and it's not a very good way to live.  I get stuck in ruts and I've been stuck for too long.  I keep getting punished for my past decisions and my past lifestyle...well no more.  IT ALL CHANGES RIGHT NOW...before I give up for good.
 
One step forward, two steps back.  Or one step forward, one step sideways...

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