There's just no way...

After researching this summer about teaching overseas in Asia and convincing myself that there may be a slim chance that I could actually do it I ruined all of this confidence tonight by reading some disturbing tidbits of information. I've read it before but I guess I erased this terrifying info with the excitement and thrill of learning about a new culture. Yeah, so there's no way that I can go overseas. I know nothing about traveling or anything and I am completely overwhelmed even at the thought of it. I could never in a million years do it alone. My only hope is to find a companion to go with me. Right... No one I know shares my desire to go overseas...Story of my life...